ultraboom__x
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- Name: boom
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 10/10/2006
About Me
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i go by bee :] i'm just a college girl living her life in sin city! i'm small but i have a huge heart. i may be blunt&ruthless at times but that's how i was raised. i have a no bullshit policy. i don't drink or smoke. i love learning new things every single day. i have an obsession with shoes and makeup :P i really don't believe i need to impress anyone in this world at the moment. i model for fun and want to try to be a makeup artist and such on the side. i rarely ever get along with girls but when i do i cherish them a lot. i love random acts of kindness and love the little things in life :] i'm in a group called bmk<3 they're my world! this blog is just to keep me busy and to distract me from the frustrations i have.
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Tuesday, 30 June 2009
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oops
i haven't been blogging lately! im sorry! but i've been so down and lazy and ugh. i got into another fight with kevin.. -sigh. mmkaay, let's update on what i did.
Sunday - i woke up, went to church. then was lazing around the house all day. did nothing but try to get better. i still have a really annoying cough :/
Monday- i was off today also :] i watched korean dramas all day long. i went to bed at 4 am. haha, that's why i didn't blog. i know, bad :[ i watched 200 pound beauty (really really good) i also watched the naked kitchen (didn't love it), antique bakery (it creeped me out a little..), a millionaire's first love ( HATED the ending!!!!) OH! & seducing mr. perfect.. daniel henney<333 i love him. i didn't know he acted in korean movies. in x-men wolverine he was agent zero & eeep, soo sexy. so yumm :]] he's a six foot two korean british man<3 i want to kidnap him so badly. but i won't ever have a chance to meet him :[
Today- i worked again. so much drama is happening at my work, i hate it :/ whatever. i fell in love with this taupe/nude shoe. it's called the piran<3 yea, i'm gonna buy it. it's gorgeous. and i want a shoe that's nude, which i can wear with everything because the color. but i'm gonna wait til the price goes down :] i'm debating if i should return my feather shoes or not.. i have not worn them yet.. & i know that i can't wear those every single day :[ i'm torn.. ahhh.. & i also bought the purse i had posted previously. i need to freeze my credit card like amy adams in confessions of a shop-a-holic. i realized i have a LOT of jewelry, purses, and shoes. but i don't really have a wide variety of clothing.. :[ so for my birthday, i am going to buy clothes. & hopefully cheap clothes too. i don't wanna spend too much. although i do want to add another pair of true religions to my wardrobe, it's not worth it. yes, the material is heaven on my skin and makes me feel so cute, but it's not not not worth it :P
Saturday, 27 June 2009
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hi! sorry i didn't blog yesterday, i had drank a redbull at like 11 then i couldn't sleep. so i didn't. then i had to work @ 93o and once i got off i just slept til 9 ish? then slept at 4am then woke up and went to work again.. hehe. i'm gonna post a picture of myself today :] i was bored while going to work!
mkay, so this is my blackjacks camera. i seriously LOVE this camera. i didn't edit or retouch this at all. i have a blackberry because i like the qwerty board on it, but the blackjacks camera is super amazing<3 i'm not looking at the camera, haha, i'm looking at the mirror :P work was tiring today! i saw my kimmypoo<3 and i had to deal with foreign people in my store who didn't know how to speak english.. >_< i understand that there's tourist where i work, but it's just so hard when i don't know what they want from me :[ i also saw andii & chester today! i got froyo too, yumm<3 rasberry pomegranate with mochi and strawberries<333 delish! i had a bad hairday today. i just didn' t like my hair, it was revolting against me haha :/ mmkay, i'm super tired. tmrw is a 12-7 shift.
OH, &i hate him! so much. he's making me jealous on purpose. whatever. MEN.
Thursday, 25 June 2009
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save me someone!
why am i still sick.. BLEH
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
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the truth
does anyone ever really get used to being alone? there are billions of people on this world and some people believe that they're the only ones suffering. that's the pessimistic way of looking at life. i know some people aren't lucky enough to have parents and such but although it's hard to realize it, there are people in the world who care for them.
i tend to always go on emo trips on my own and i make the people who actually love me worry a lot. being single doesn't mean i'm alone, it just means i don't have a boyfriend.. haha. it's weird now when people ask me if i have a boyfriend, and i say no.. it's been what..? 2 months now? a large part of me has gotten used to being "alone" in the fact that i don't have a boyfriend i can run to now when i'm lonely. and i've gotten used to it. maybe in the end this will make me stronger? hmm.. i really wonder. i know that after every relationship i'm in, i mature a lot. i wonder sometimes why me and kevin haven't really ended it.. although we both say we're single we desperately cling to what we have left.. today i keep thinking if it's even worth it anymore. although i love him, are we really just too different to be together? i realize that i'm not even a part of his life anymore. &that realization hurts a lot.. i think he'll be okay if i was to just disappear.. idk.. yea, random babbling. sorry!
so as a way to get UN-emo, i'm shopping online.. ugh. i WANT this!!! if i bought this i'd take out the long messenger strap because that's just ugly. but i just got a juicy couture bag from my bestie so i don't NEED it. but since fall semester is starting soon i really want it :[ it's on my birthday wishlist<333
Monday, 22 June 2009
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spicy shoes ;]
i'm blogging twice in one day.. right now i'm really disappointed in a lot of people.. i really wish kevin could understand what i'm thinking right now.. i'm so tired of being alone.. but a huge part of me has gotten used to it.. i'm so frustrated and sad right now. most of my blogs up until now have been so happy.. but i'm just upset.. it was my choice to break up. yet i'm not strong enough to stay away from him. i care for him a lot, but right now i'm seriously doubting where i am on his list of priorities.. -sigh..
anyway, i should go to bed soon. i had a nice talk with febby about a lot of stuff.. and the 2nd person i'm disappointed in i won't say their name but that situation made me sad too.. it actually made me decide if i should talk to them anymore.. but yea.. shoes. while me and febby were online we were looking at clothes and shoes & i found these!
louis vuitton shoes. my shoes are modeled after this! so cute<333 ahhh, i wish i was a celebrity and throw thousands of dollars away on a shoe. but nope, i am just a regular girl. the entire LV collection is...
right here. bakers has a model of one and aldo has a model of another one too. so i found the first one the last one and the 2nd row middle one. hehe :P but the first one is definitely my favorite<3 i showed johnnn and he loved it<3 i cannot wait to wear them. they didn't seem like they hurt when i tried them but you never know with heels. hopefully it's at LEAST a 6 hour shoe! sweet dreams! i'll try to continue more tmrw :]
